just when you start to think you're nothing but a transparent small fry-cum-slave in a huge establishment like morgan stanley, some goodlooking gentleman (in)discreetly checks you out in the lift.

at first, you think there must be something on your face (besides your usual plain features). then, as the staring continues, you begin to fret about your clothes (mom-sy working ones at that. urgh.)

at last, you simply can't take it anymore and stupidly glare right back. (at the same time giving off unattractive vibes.)

how.ever. instead of getting pricked by the invisible spikes, the undeterred tall, clean shaven, well-dressed, sexy smelling hunk responds positively by smiling back good-naturedly, and your heart (oh the betrayal!) actually gives a silent little cheer (plus leap plus hop plus cha cha or whatever la ok.) heh. oh mans, enough. as joel says, i always have this tendency to embarrass myself haha.

indeed, working life is just starting to get better. well, despite the fact tt i'm somehow always getting caught in action right when i'm attempting to slack on the job - everytime i pop a sweet into my mouth/ yawn widely/ check out the time/ sms/ stone/ doze off/ sneak off to the pantry etc, somebody has to walk past my desk. wth.

but anyhows, (after the pretty insignificant lift incident), some very elegant lady (whom i assume to be the big boss) glided gracefully into the room and very kindly offered me a lemonade bar. (!!) i really do like her. heh. she has bought me over with a snack :) but so what, at least she bothers with the ones at the end of the food chain.

btw, to those who have been most patient, your tireless waiting has paid off~ heh. cos the new photos are finally up! yit, shao, clara (tan, not ng haha) check under freestyle :) the safari peeps you know where to look under ya. (warning: the animals are like fucks whahaha) enjoy!