how could you, someone whom i thought i knew inside out and loved so well, become so suddenly strange and foreign to me?

this is a nightmare. am afraid i will not be able to see you in the same light again.

are you still who i thought you were?
or have you morphed into something too far, far beyond recognition?

you ask me to help you, i'm not so sure that i know how, and if i am willing to.

i'm sorry. i really, truly am.

an escapist i shall remain.

and perhaps, a lost friend too.